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Saturday, 12 May 2012 @00:00
Four-hundred-seventeenth Post: Happy birthday, Steven!

Happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happie birthday to steven~~~
happie birthday to you ;D

生日快乐!

Herzlichen Glückwunsch zum Geburtstag!

お誕生日おめでとございます!


생일 축하합니다!

Selamat hari jadi!

Happie birthday to you too, steph :P HAHA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Happy sexy 18, the both of you :X
now, steven, you can enter clubs and charm the butt out of everyone :x

you know? i always pray for you. i pray that you are well, i pray your familie is well, i pray you aren't engaging in ...... that sort of thing... as for your heroic efforts, i wouldn't like you to put yourself in danger, but i can't stop you from helping others, so i pray for your safety......
i pray for your emotional well-being. maybe you're with ace, The One?...
it makes me feel envious and sad, though. i never got intimate with anyone special... and i hope you know i mean it in the emotional way, primarilie
geez, i wish i could REALLIE find someone like you <.< it's virtuallie IMPOSSIBLE.

i wish i had made better choices. the world has evolved a lot. we have grown a lot. at age 19, i've gone to bangkok (with my mom) to visit pim! xD we've seen the rise of the memes... new, fascinating songs... new possibilities emerge. i wish i could have experienced all these new things with you.

yesterday (11 may), i went to NUS University Health Centre for an assessment...... the psychiatrist asked a few questions about my life...... he asked why i wanted to kill myself the 2nd time (in 2009)... well... relationship...... with a male person...
he was kind. he asked if it was a steady relationship o_O and i was speechless LOL. he asked too if i was still in contact with that guy. i said no... i kinda felt an urge to say that that guy — my boyfriend — has his birthday tomorrow...... i still think of him. alas, i didn't......

you know what? i was at the serangoon mrt station walking up the escalator in large strides and i misstepped D: my right big toe ground (past tense of grind) into the serrated edge D:
it bled terribly...... never had i seen so much blood :@ and my toe looked disgusting. my sandals were stained......
the nurses at the health centre helped dress my wounds and bound my toe up o_o like a mummie LOL. and i declined to have the tetanus vaccination because i didn't want to spend money...... it seems that since my open wound was in contact with METAL, it could have contracted some virus...... and i could get tetanus :( it's some disgusting illness...... look it up, steven! @@
sigh...... hopefullie mom WILL bring me to the doctor tomorrow for some evaluation or something. she said she would.

perhaps i should share more about myself.
academicallie, seems like i've performed excellentlie ^^ and i just got this letter like a few hours ago from my school! they want me to attend their award presentation day 2012 :P


look! 7 Distinctions! Distinction means A grade for standard subjects and Distinction for higher-level subjects... :P
look at the invitation card! cutelie drawn :P and it contains so manie strange chinese characters i've never seen before LOL.

i went to a club for the first time this year...... i've been learning korean O: i'm kinda at the intermediate level, but the speaking component is still poor...... hard to pronounce some words together :@ you know? T_T

i've gotten my hair dyed :D i wish to achieve your hair colour...... resembling the one in the beautiful picture with dunkin' donuts. but i couldn't T.T anyway, i feel like having blondeeeeeeeeeeee :@ G-DRAGON, YEA :D

neeway, i wish we could re-establish contact with each other...... at least that :\ maybe i won't get to see you, but i'll wait...... pleaseeeee, at least keep in contact >< will you msn me again? :\ in case you don't remember, my msn is spikedog123@hotmail.com...
do you have a facebook now? ......
are you still on crunchyroll? do you recognise a picture on my blog's sidebar?
and as part of experiencing new things together, do you use an iphone too? had i not been so stupid, we could have communicated via whatsapp now......

will you forgive me by letting me talk to you again? )'; if you can write another letter which i will never ever untreasure, you can write it to my address as given in the picture of the letter, okay ?

i just needa declare: you make me have no questions about my sexuality. you make me gay and i will be proud of it x)

well, no more emo-ing from me now...... xD



i was actuallie looking for a decent happie birthday song and i encountered this. if you don't mind withstanding an explosion of corniness and LOLOLOL, play the following song bah :x



enjoy your day, mr salt! :)


i love you! x)
Samuel 1:25 AM

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Sunday, 29 April 2012 @14:21
Four-hundred-sixteenth Post

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOYA LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
:DDDDDD!!!!!!!
Now can go clubbing with us liao :3 we go on Friday okay? free entrie to............. -coughcough-


HELLO GUYS! me gonna blog about mah Friday ^_^

so me prepared nice nice and left mah house at 4++ ^_^ coz me was supposed to meet sendeh heng at 5 at harbourfront mrt station
since sendeh said he'd be late, i thought i could go to the librarie in nex to see if there were any korean books. but NO, there weren't. so i picked up a book on tagalog...... and i was
SHOOOOOO HARDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD :P

then i left the librarie when he sms-ed me that he was leaving his house. then i left for the mrt lor :P

so i arrived earlie o_O and my hair was nice that day :3 LOL. dilemma as to whether i should cart my hare

sendi heng arrived at like ????? pm LOL. 6 pm ?! ?! ?! but no worries, me ish kind and forgeeveeng person ^_^

we waited for some shuttle bus to One Degree 15 Marina Club O: apparentlie, i've been here before o_O so this is where qinhong's yacht is :3
we wanted to go for the yacht show needa pay?!?! in the end we nvr go lor. after coaxing me to have dinner at this rich-people's propertie, i finallie agreed @@ so we ordered this pizza...... duck/charsiew pizza?!




then hor, got this reallie cute cook/guy behind the frying-egg counter in front of the tv WHICH YOU CAN SEE IN THE ABOVE PICTURE :3 SO CUTE @@ looks a bit like Tee.Yap, aged 20+ probablie... i saw his cute smile as he was speaking to his colleague, scratching the back of his head while doing so
but sendi duwan help me get his number/contacts -dejected-

ya know that kind of boyish charm? :\
but it's okay :P life's like that. imagine how creepie it'd be to have an uglie, messed-up-face guy go up to you to ask for your number
besides, i can see him again when i go to the restaurant again for buffet with sendi (?) LOL

that restaurant is called Latitude, by the way.

we decided to go CLUBBING afterwards :P actuallie i was bugging him to bring me go clubbing LOL
it was 10.30 ++ and we took the shuttle bus back to vivocity...... then took the mrt to clarke quay :P WE'RE GOING TO ZIRCAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

thankfullie, they accepted student pass and not IC...... LOL.
entrie was so expansive
so we entered zirca...... not how i imagined it to be LOLOLOLOLOLOL. boring clubbish music. clubbish as in NOT remixed pop songs like in -coughcough-
then, we decided to go to rebel instead, since we could enter both clubs with the same chop......

we exited zirca and looked for the place LOL. then we found it...... it was a little better than zirca LOL. remixed pop songs were played, but all the songs were by black rappers...... and there were some girls dancing to each other. disgusting LOL.

sendi decided to get another drink and we wanted to exit rebel and enter zirca from the main entrance until we CHANCED UPON A LINKED walkway to zirca LOLOL. zirca and rebel are actuallie side-by-side sendi found out that day too LOL.

as midnight approached, more people started to enter rebel...... sendi said dee kosh was there O.O
soon, nicer music was played :P and the dance floor was filled with people...... sendi and I occupied a spot near the dj booth :P there was a plump and bald dj playing nice tracks :P LOL.
but i'm disappointed that they don't play full songs :( only parts of songs...... unlike in -coughcough-
i kept on looking at the spinning discs and dj equipment o_O LOL. interesting O:

i also kept on looking at someone O: LOL. handsome :3 kinda looks like jeremie chase (da model)...... O: O: O:
suave and cool

in conclusion, i kept on looking at two people this time i went out. LOL.

i saw dee kosh hugging the silver statue O: O: O.O LOL.

another dj took over after some time......

this song was played :P WHICH I THOUGHT WAS REALLIE NICE SO I SANG ALONG :P



i also sang along to songs which i knew like...... Down by Jay Sean, Set Fire to the Rain by Adele, Dirty Bit by Black Eyed Peas (which i didn't like actuallie but it sounded nice in the club. the hypocritical nature of humans :P)

when it was 2.30, we left the club lor...... coz sendi wanted to go home. he said he wanted to go to le noir to have a drink but in the end, we just sat down somewhere and stoned for a while :P sendi then decided to return to rebel LOL :P
so we went back to rebel to club sommore :P and we went back to our same standing spot and there was this couple... the girl was attacking her boyfriend with octopus sucker kisses... DISGUSTING GIRL DOING THAT RIGHT IN FRONT OF MAH FACE?!
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROOF? HUH?
btw i intentionallie spell like this for comic relief...
yea, so we clubbed sommore~ and then an angmoh deejay took over O.O and played some songs which i didn't reallie fancie :P
and my bro must be reallie bored LOL. he's playing maplestory O.O
not long after, SOMETHING REALLIE I HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED BEFORE HAPPENED O.O

THERE WAS A POLICE RAID!!!!!!

so the dj was told to stop playing... D: the lights were turned on and people started groaning O: sendi said the police raid was related to drugs...... and probablie catching underaged youths O:
a policeman asked for the ic of someone who looked young...... then they came to us and looked at us from head to toe to head. LOL. in the end they never ask for my IC :@ :@ :@ :@ ?!?!?!
I DON'T LOOK YOUNG TnT -sad-

then these girls wanted to take a photo with the handsome dj :P and i wanted to do the same!!! :(
anyway, i snapped a photo of him at work :P kinda blurrie... but i was afraid it's not allowed to take photos LOL.


it was alreadie 3+... since music wasn't gonna play anytime soon and the club closes at 4, we decided to leave :P

went to mcdonald's to have some food first...... wanted to exchanged a ten-dollar note for five $2 notes but the dumbdumb cashier gave two $5 notes instead. DUMB DUMB!!!
LOL i write like a dork :@
then i was waiting for mah nightrider...... sitting beside a group of koreans O.O they were speaking......
sigh. flawless faces and prettie complexion :s me want T.T
i almost wanted to ask them in korean if they could exchange money with me but i decided not to :@ ME TOO WEAKKKKKKK.
social weakling.

soon, the bus came :D NR6... heng my ez link card got money ^^ then can ride... otherwise must drop a five-dollar note for a 4.50 fare

first time sitting nightrider wor...... i think i alighted at opposite montfort after 30 minutes or more o_O not bad! BUT SHO EXPENSIVE! cheaper, compared to the last time they forced me home taking a ............
arrived home at 5+, quicklie removed mah contact lenses, bathed and entered dreamworld...... HEHE

alright, gotta go to mah aunt's house now for dinner! :P

a few first times that day, huh? ^^

Samuel

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Friday, 27 April 2012 @14:03
Four-hundred-fifteenth Post

HELLO


LOL. :D!!!

Heute ist der 27. April 2012, ein schöner Tag mit gutem Wetter.

Ich bin stolz auf mich, weil ich............. ein normaleres Schlafpattern habe.
laut Frau Heng soll der Begriff „Schlafgewöhnheit“ sein
That's how bad my German is ._. DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE T___T

NEEWAY, my face has become a volcano with parasitic cones. LOL. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :@

:( :( :(

Someone told me once that as long as I have got a handsome face, any hairstyle will still make me look good... so, why am I so anxious every time I go for a haircut?
NOOB SAM. maybe it's because my face isn't handsome at the moment :x

It's Friday~

Haven't touched Audition for weeks :s if we count the time I went to LAN in March.

Neeway, I have come up with a few reasons why living an abnormal life won't work out. Perhaps I could list some of them:

1. I can't reciprocate because I ____________________________.
2. I wanna get married eventually.
3. I feel very caught between what's right and what's not. definitelie thank God for that

Music makes the mood.
Environment makes the man.
listening to River Flows in You by Jasper Forks
ah~ going out with Sendeh later :B gonna see yachts..........................................
LOLOLOLOL.

My hamster is getting old :( sigh......
end of spiderman's bloodline :( .........................................................................
will it symbolise the end of my memories for momo? Will it?

sigh. WHAT WILL TODAY BRING? ME WANNNNNNNN GOOOOOOOOO CCCCCWWWWWWWAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRBBBBBBBBBB :@@@@@

well. goodbye :P

Samuel

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Monday, 23 April 2012 @02:29
Four-hundred-fourteenth Post

OMG blogger has a new look. OMGGGGG ?!?!

LOL. They have this statistics-counter thing which records my blog's pageviews. 9990 pageviews! O.O
but the counting starts from May 2009......
but i still think it's booolsheeet. sigh...... so i think i should reset it! O.O
but as a person with an Input strength...... WHAT TO DO?!

나 어쩌라고?!?!

okay now is 1:30 AM :O been watching youtube videos, Happie Together 3 in particular :3
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
PIMPLE EXPLOSION ON MAH FACE!

plastic surgerie NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO D:

kay.

i suppose i should give an update on myself o_O apart from the predictable thing that happens to me periodicallie...

i went to bangkok with mom :D !!! LOL.
-dontfeellikebloggingaboutitT.T-
well, i bought some clothes, saw some OMGGGG OMG OMG HANDSOME guys :3
and then had seafood *icecreamemoticon*
aber am wichtigsten ist, dass ich Pim getroffen habe :D

AIYA IF YOU WANT TO KNOW, ASK ME IN PERSON :P :P

*icecreamemoticon*

oh no, it's 23rd alreadie :( i needa return my librarie books soon :@

life hasn't been good if you ask me <.< things aren't going coolie. lemme trie now to articulate my thoughts: in german class, one thing i learnt about was the concept of a self-fulfilling prophecie (SFP) an SFP isn't called a self-fulfilling prophecie for no reason. and it's not all fairy-tale.
to illustrate: Suppose we meet someone and because he doesn't look friendly (maybe because he has a crappie long hairstyle and tattoos and we don't find him good-looking), we THINK he isn't friendly and so we JUDGE him then and there and make no effort to change our opinion. since we alreadie think he isn't friendly, we don't smile to him and chat with him activelie, giving one-word replies that reek of disinterest, thereby sending signals of our dislike. now, that person WASN'T originallie unfriendlie. even though he's a polite chap and wants to be friends with us, because of the discouraging signals we send, he GETS AFFECTED and fails to remain friendlie. slowlie, he becomes more unpleasant and officiallie becomes unfriendlie, the way we painted him in the first place.

my point is that things turn out that way because we make it that way. it's not because of "fate" or "chance" or the other party. it's us. we fulfill our own prophecy.

and i think i'm kinda having a SFP. so that's one thing that isn't going coolie for me.

the second thing not going coolie for me is that i think i'm becoming a jerk.
as some people would know, i speak like a total joke sometimes. yet, that sometimes is becoming always.
while it's a playful action that i may dismiss as a fake persona (IT ISN'T REALLIE ME :D), if i do it long enough, it becomes a habit/attitude. it becomes me. i'm changing into a REAL jerk. screw it.

I reallie need Him. i believe He can help me.

i need to slice off my vorpal tongue. vorpal tongue. YET i live in this inconducive environment of inconsistencies, hypocrisy and futility that i need a vorpal tongue to defend myself. yet, is this the result of a self-fulfilling prophecie? because i think the people who make the environment are like that, so i send signals, and they reallie become like that?

confusing.

i need more compassion. i am a noob. i used to quietlie pride myself on having boundless empathy but reallie, now i think i have abysmal empathy. i see so manie pertactic people posting pertactic statuses on facebook, it just makes me want to vomit. geez, guys, being vulgar doesn't make you look cool. and another facebook contact keeps on posting music videos and writing gut-wrenching lyrics to express his NOOBNESS in his failed relationships. Love my ________ BUTT. noobshit. paedoshit.

sigh i've become a monster.

screw my English on this one. perhaps having an open blog won't be good for my prospects

Samuel

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Thursday, 19 April 2012 @05:28
Four-hundred-thirteenth Post

HELLO GUYS~~~

it's been a long time, hasn't it? sorry guys, many things (or not) transpired from the last time i blogged until now. good things, and horrible things (as usual)

neeway, my mind is in a mess now. can't seem to think criticallie :@ sigh......
God is good, always. God is correct.
ya know, i used to be against a few things. like Blue by BigBang, some mindsets and this song in particular.
but then, my mind changed~ sigh. life...... life is so interesting. you know what i'm trying to say?
i can be staunchly against something initiallie but somehow, it rubs off me and i accept those things that i once rejected. i didn't like this song because i thought it was CRAP. Beautiful Target? WHAT is that? ): i have to agree that it is verie melodic o_O nice~ :B

and the onlie reason (or maybe more) i suddenlie have a change of heart is because the lyrics of this music video are displayed and i am currentlie checking out lyrics of korean songs to learn korean...... so......
okay. they're verie handsome too :\ and one's born in 1993! WTFFFF
korean is a tough language in terms of pronunciation T_T IIIIII HAVEEEE SOOOOOO MUCH TROUBLE.

my pursuit of languages, i question it. i wonder if i had been a superficial noob when i said i'm interested in mastering languages. it's tough, i VOW. will it pay off eventuallie? will it? );

i've been gripped by the evil one the past week. sigh. it was horrible
hate myself
hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@

i'm so sillie. i need to think properlie. i haven't been able to think properlie. i feel like a retard, i stutter when i speak. BEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA APROGJPAORJGPAORJGPOAJERGPOJAERGPOJAERPOVJAPOJVAERPOJG

sucha nut. I promise to blog better the next time around :(

약속해!

wish i had steven around as my language buddie. ah, steven~ x)

kay, toodles~ i will blog about things that transpired. positive ones ^^

Samuel


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Thursday, 15 March 2012 @06:08
Four-hundred-twelth Post

hey guys, haven't been blogging for a rather long time ^^ sorrie about that......
been feeling lllaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhh LOL

anyway, i'm blogging now because i can't sleep
been thinking lor :\ and the fact probablie is that i yearn for affection
i've been thinking about the older guys i'd known...... dating alllll the way back to when i was in sec 1
even when i was mapling with rina with mahkor and lingkor......
especiallie mahkor ^^ i remember i always used to press "down" so that my maple character is in the crawling position o_O it's my way of "bowing down" to my elder...... LOL. and he would reciprocate ^^ it was reallie sweet......

and then the other milestone was with alfred korkor...... :\ sigh. he was so important to me...... hais hais hais

and other people lahhhhhhhh. .......................................................
x(
and i also thought of some people who had each other...... a didi and a korkor............ i used to think why i couldn't enjoy such fraternitie, how they were so fortunate...... i may still do a little

that's why i can't sleep lor... tired lah <.< yet, can't enter dreamworld.

:@ :@ :@
even wondering if i should play age of empires III ~.~ my bro recentlie got it! and it's HARDDDDDDD to play LOL
Samuel

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Saturday, 3 March 2012 @01:21
Four-hundred-eleventh Post: I did it! =D

HELLO GUYS!!! :DD

Friday, 2 March


i awoke to my wretched alarm at 10.30 >< >< sigh...... It's the day!
THE DAY!

THE DAY MY 'A' LEVEL RESULTS ARE OUT D:

so i was preparing at home...... liaising with sherlyn princess LOL and mah dear weiting meimei
and at 12+ pm, i got an sms from the school counselor, Mrs Goh O.O

"Hey, u did very well! :D" and it got me smiling in disbelief
):

anyway, me cleared mah system if you know waddamean and left home at 12.30++
i took 101 to hougang station then took the mrt to botanic gardens :3 and i met keping on the circle line train! O.O HAHAHA! LONG TIME NO SEE :P :P we chatted a little...... then bade farewell at botanic gardens station :P
i saw so manie botak guys...... hehehe :x
boarded an oncoming bus and alighted at mah school de busstop! :D
so i speedwalked (H) HAHAHA. ^^v

i entered school at 1.30 and went to the restroom to check my hair first >< and i saw my classmate for 6 years, benedict! then i went to my classbench where a bunch of girls were sitting o_O are they mah grandjuniors? HAHA.
i sms-ed weiting that i have arrived and she came over :P she gave me some clorets! berry flavour :3 thanks a lot!!!

time passed and it was alreadie 1.40+...... i went to the hall lor and sat down with mah longtimenosee de classmates :( and waited for 2 pm to come

SOON, the hall was seated with a bunch of students and surrounded by teachers :3 and mrs foo, the director of studies, addressed us all :B so did mr chan, the deputy principal... and then Dr Hon took the stage :3 LOLOL. and then began his presentation on our performance :3 soon, the outside of the hall was getting crowded with students...... LOL. and shaun tho visited us! :DD he's mah senior ^^ from mah senior class sioooooo

Dr Hon, our Principal, announced that we have two top scorers this year O.O and gave many statistics...... and then he announced that we have ten out of ten students who read H2 Foreign Language (i.e. German, Japanese and French) getting distinction! :D when i saw that, i was like "WOAH!" spontaneouslie :D!!! even inez called me and said "confirm, right?" :D!!

by that time, i think sherlyn meimei must have been outside supporting me liao :3
we were iMessaging and then switched to whatsapp LOL and we just whatsapp-ed throughout the ceremony where a few people got up on stage...... including khor shi-jie! CONGRATULATIONS :DDDDDDDDDD TOP SCORER!!!!!
lin jiasheng also went up on stage :D EIGHT DISTINCTIONS!!!!!
sadlie, i didn't go up :( and judging from the SMS conversation with Mrs Goh, I'd have guessed that...... hehehe

SOON THE DOORS WERE OPENED AND THE MOMENT HAS ARRIVED. but not before i go to the restroom first :3 and right after the whole ceremonie, i saw someone familiar!

it was mah school counsellor from secondary school, Mrs Chen! :D!
she said 3-4 years ago that she'd wait for this day where I will collect my A level results after all the crap i've been through in upper secondary, and she did come! :D
thanks verie much for coming!

sherlyn meimei queued up with me...... sigh...... i saw that a few of my classmates got straight A's <.< and the coolness of me stirred up suddenlie LOL means i went from calm and composed to a little nervous ):

THEN, it was my turn...... ):
ms chua asked me to check my particulars...... and my cca records......
and then she passed me my testimonial and stuff and then handed me my ............





with a smile on her face, she said, "you've done very well"

:DDDDD

:D!!!!

sherlyn princess started hitting me :( HAHAHAHA

i then wanted to visit my chinese teacher to thank her and wanted sherlyn to accompanie me for a while but she PANGSEH ME :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ then i ran into my junior O.O and i showed him my results and he was like WOAH LOLOL :DD!! You can do well too if you put in the effort! :D GANBATTE!!!!!!!

i continued on my way to the chinese department but linlaoshi wasn't around ): so i went to my class bench...... LOL. then i got an sms from Mrs Goh who told me to go back to the hall to talk lor :B so i went back, carrying a heavie bag of prospectuses......

so i met her and we chatted a little and a deputy principal talked to me for a moment LOL! THE HONOUR :3
ya...... talked about which course to go for, and mrs vicki loh (my jc 1 civics tutor) came to talk to me! O.O :D!!! she said she heard about my good results!! :DDD!!! =D!!
she said i've grown from the time i was in jc1 and she asked what intentions i have about universitie...... and all O: :) haven't seen her for verie long lor...... hwa chong has such nice teachers :'(

then, Mrs Goh hailed mr teo cm O.O to tell me more about chemistrie in universitie...... so, he gave me a rather comprehensive overview of chemistrie in universitie and beyond O.O suddenlie, chemistrie seems more fun...... an applicable work of my chemistrie knowledge can be on catalysts...... O: organometallic compounds. HAHA ME ISH SO NOOB

:3

we then went over to ms chua where she had been sitting for hours...... :P but ms lim (my GP tutor) suddenlie called me! she said she couldn't tell it was me from the back...... HAHA. then i shook her hand and thanked her for all she had done for me ): though i've gotten a B...... well, i hope she didn't mind. then she said something about a "referral" and i had no clue what that was so i repeated, "referral?" and she was like OHHHHHH, don't need a referral lah! you can go anywhere with that hair...... then i realised she was talking about a REFERRAL LETTER HAHAHA. D:!!!

then we went to ms chua. apparently, my pschoool classmate didn't do so well...... and to think he actuallie was a stellar student in pschool o_O O: i must have made an achievement out of myself!
soooooooooooo...... chatted with her a bit lor. i confessed my disbelief at my H3 grade...... you know the hell subject, pharmaceutical chemistrie? @@ and we chatted for a while...... then a senior of mine approached me O: long time no see her too LOL but she said she'd been seeing me around in mrt stations O.O but i couldn't recognise her for her long, silkie hair...... HAHA. she shared with me what business in NUS is like and what business as an academic subject generallie is like...... O: informative!!!

i also talked to an old student of ms chua who's in NUS year 2 chemistrie at the moment O: so i asked many questions on chemistrie in universitie......

OMG THE HORROR. MUST TAKE A MODULE ON BIOLOGIE. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):!!!!!
there's a ripe pimple on my chin <.<
so i chatted with this guy whose name is wilson, the same of someone i just met LOL
soon, the NUS people were leaving school and they were leaving behind a lot of things i could take o_O like NUS notebooks for drawing things LOL. WAHLAOOOOOOOO
so i took three notebooks HAHAHA.

i went to my classbench to meet up with weiting meimei for our ICE-CREAM DATE :P and we were on our way to island creamery~ walking in the drizzle with an umbrella and carrying a heavie bag T.T

we got a table at island creamery and i got us two slices of mudpie! :P i've never felt so 舍得 to spend on expensive food before...... perhaps partlie because i had 50 dollars with me ^^ oh, and i saw ong bo qing, my lower sec classmate :P said he was celebrating and emo-ing at the time...... ): he's a pro kia too in sec school... have i surpassed him? maybe it's not fair to compare directlie because we take different subjects anyway...

anyway, weiting and i were chatting over our ice-cream cake slice ^^ delicious lah! the slice is rather huge too O.O and i showed her my result slip :P and we talked about school, relationships and schoolmates...... aiyo, :P


MUDPIE! :D

we then left island creamery and went to mcdonalds where weiting bought some large fries :P and continued chatting...... LOL. chat ah, chat ah~

when mcdonald's was filling up, we decided to leave lor...... we both headed to botanic gardens mrt station and chatted at the platform ^^ we decided to board our trains onlie if they come at the same time... and after at least 15 minutes, it happened :) nice seeing her! she said she enjoyed herself, so MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! :P

went to hougang mall to return my overdue book on german T.T stupid...... didn't even read 50% of it LOL. lazie samuel ):

then went home~ showed Father my result slip :P HAHAHA. mom came home too :P and so did grace...... sigh. a tragedy struck my home actuallie :\


anyway, i reallie have to thank many people who have contributed to my success!

THANK YOU HWA CHONG HIGH SCHOOL SECTION DE TEACHERS FOR TOLERATING MY NONSENSE AND PROBLEMS :( it's because of your undying guidance and patience and HELP that i've made through a turbulent upper secondary life......
Mr Low, Mrs Giam, Mr Tieu, Mrs Seck, Mrs Chan, Mrs Chen especiallie......
Thanks to my sec 3 teachers Mr Gilbert, Mr Sung, Ms Lee...... as well as Ms Cheong
Thanks to my sec 2 teachers Ms Quah, Mrs Sim, Mrs Chua O:
and special thanks to my lower sec maths teacher, Mrs Khoo!

THANK YOU JC TUTORS! Ms Chua, Mrs Goh, Mrs Loh, Mr Tan(s), Ms Claire, 林老师, Mdm ONG!
Not to mention Mr Tang, Ms Li, Ms Lim!

Thank you people who have believed in me, dexus people, friends and extended FAMILY MEMBERS especiallie 大姑妈 who coaxed me back to return to school after 8 weeks of missing school in sec4!

Thank you all who have wished me well and congratulated me! VIELEN DANK, LIEBE LEHRERINNEN! :D! Frau Yong, Frau Heng, Frau Tan! especiallie Frau Yong for her indescribable help she has given to me...... i wouldn't have gotten a distinction for H2 German if not for her patience and help :'(

and now, the moment you all have been waiting for......



:D!!!!
this is what i've been MMS-ing people who asked for my results...... HAHA! no complaints, just tilt your head! :P

i hope you guys are proud of me, i've come a long way x) steven, are you reading? ;D i've made it!! i've done well!!! i hope you're proud of me!

alright, it's 5 am now. sigh...... xD

Praise the Lord for His grace and watching over me :) Couldn't have done it without Him at all. Glory!

Samuel

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